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this side of the word

dear eddd, I'm here  and now but that does not mean much, right? by the time you read this, I'll be somewhere else and it will be then you know what? maybe I'll be here still I'll try to move as little as possible but time is slippery the way we perceive it perception is key here we lock ourselves in these spaces and times in these roles it's kind of tiring I'll tell you a secret success and decay are both part of this world even that word lost its l just now now is all there is if you have eyes if you can listen to these worlds you are here hey

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dear edd: I miss you dearly and my socks think about returning them, please you asked what my wish for next year was you asked not, indeed but it's ok here is my wish  and my wish is three to finish my degree leave my current job and leave the city I live in I want to at least start pointing my boat in that direction I feel like my love story ended and it's time to move on and move out you wouldn't keep a dated egg in the fridge, right? I mean, I would but I would still not eat it it's time to free some space I think finishing my degree is plausible I'm gonna end up exhausted, I'm afraid it's the beginning of week two (out of thirteen this semester, I'm counting but who is, really? some people are)  and yo boi is already destroyed  a shadow of his former self full of insecurities and dissolved into all there is the immensity of all the knowledge I can't muster  the people around me I feel little, tiny, sshfh it's not a good look but I feel like I...